Once midterms are over, I just want to go out and relax..
Problematic. I’m just stuck in the middle ground and I really don’t know what to do. It’s just something I’ve been thinking about for awhile and its just driving me nuts. I just hope things work out for the better. But on the bright side, I learned a lot in our small group today..until I was about to speak but I was rudely interrupted by the freaking fire alarm. But I still shared what I had to say about being Spiritually Victorious. I talked about how in order to please God and myself, I want to have a career where I can help serve others through Him. The thing is, it was a lot to ask for. But I realized that if I wanted to lead and assist people in Christ, I had to grow in faith and learn from my experiences, first. So I’m ready for what God has to offer and what obstacles I have to face in order to lead the people and serve Him.
"Throw me to the Wolves and I’ll return leading the pack."
Today was an interesting day or this week should I say. Earlier this week, I met up with this one guy as my prayer partner and boy it was one hell of a talk. I could tell that he was one genuine guy that loved what he wanted to peruse in life. He told me that he loved reading and criticizing movies just as much as I do. He also wanted to find that one guy friend that he could talk to without other “church people” judging him. And like him, I understood what he meant by that. I mean we just kept laughing and talking about girls and what we wanted in life. It fluctuated from deep convo’s here and there to cracking jokes and what not! And you know what they say, age is but a number. I mean he talked to me as I was his age and its like as if we connected like brothers in an instant. I’m just glad I’m here for you if you ever want to talk about anything and especially about them yuhjas haha. I hope God does wonders for you, and I hope you find your passion in life :)
Studying by myself is such a relaxing feeling. But I feel like shit because I forgot to wish my brother a happy birthday two days ago….I never missed my brothers birthday…ever. Damn. But I think I’m going to send him a nice package soon haha. But today was another bad day for me. I sprained my ankle right after I was done healing for two weeks. I have CFC basketball tourney coming up and the mini O’s. I hope I heal in time… But on the bright side, I dreamt again! I don’t remember what it was but I know it was something happy cause damn, I slept from 8pm - 12am LOL fuck me.
I think I’m going to start a blog type thing for myself. But today was such a blessed day filled with laughter with my small group. I always forget that I am the new student far away from home cause of how everyone is so genuinely nice and welcoming to this new family. I’ve also met some special people in my life that I want to be closer with.
Dreams are a common thing that occurs to me on a daily basis when I take naps or go to bed at night. These dreams or fantasies are mostly things that I wish it would happen in real life but it just ends up making me late for class. LOL. I’m only going to make these blogs from time to time whenever I feel free from school. Peace out. #YongsYouth